I’m so paranoid about getting fat it makes me cry.

My head is a fucking mess now.
I haven’t been this way since Caleb went to America.

Beyond unstable now.
I need help.

I’m really sorry for hurting you but I told you from the start that I only want friendship, why couldn’t you just listen to me? I hate hurting people because I know all too well how it feels to be let down. I’m so sorry

Why did I have to fucking relapse, I can feel myself slipping again.

I’m going to buy some more diet pills